the spaces between your fingers are meant to fill with mine

Friday, March 05, 2010

There is so much good in the worst of us,
And so much bad in the best of us,
That it hardly becomes any of us
To talk about the rest of us.

xiaohai killed @ 4:35 AM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

it's very painful when you're heart broken and you really want to cry but the tears just won't come.

xiaohai killed @ 1:45 AM

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

"I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me.

xiaohai killed @ 1:41 AM

I’ve gotta say something because I don’t think I’ve made it clear. I’m in love with you; powerfully, painfully in love; The things you do, the way you think, the way you move, I get excited everytime I’m about to see you. You make me feel like I’ve never felt before in my life. I just thought you might wanna know.

xiaohai killed @ 1:39 AM

Sunday, February 07, 2010

When you have found someone who adores your flaws as much as your talents. A person who finds you beautiful without a drop of make up. A being that loves you fat, thin, good times, or bad. Then, you have found a love that is worth keeping for the rest of your life.

xiaohai killed @ 2:48 AM

You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.

xiaohai killed @ 2:47 AM

Monday, February 01, 2010

as i stand at the sentry post,

the memories keep coming back.

i thought of how it could be,

or could have been.

another day without you,

hurt like a bayonet through my heart.

those days when i had you by my side,

i wished i had treasured them, appreciate them.

now my heart is filled with regret,

as i think of the laughter and tears we shared.

every minutes spent with you has been magical

and i couldn't imagine myself being with another girl.

as i open and close this gate,

i wonder how you've been of late.

just a call or msg from you can brighten my day

but it'd be better if you were here to stay.

trust me when i say : I LOVE YOU ..

xiaohai killed @ 9:26 PM

i love you baby.. i need you baby...without you, the lonely and long time periods will repeat continuously..you are the last hope of my life..the world without you will be the darkness or darkness..please feel my love..wanting you more.. this time it'll be different.. my love.

xiaohai killed @ 5:45 AM

actually.. after so long..i just realized the difference between like and love.. like is towards a lot of people..but love is just towards a person..

xiaohai killed @ 3:28 AM

Saturday, January 30, 2010

All at once, I had it all.
But, it doesn’t mean anything.

Now that you’re gone..
From above, seems I had it all.

But it doesn’t mean anything, since you’re gone....

Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise!
Being alone will make you realize when it's over.

I know I pushed you away....
What can I do that would save our love
Take these material things,they don't mean nothing

It's you that I want

xiaohai killed @ 4:42 PM

The truth always lies infront of us but sometimes, we just dont wish to face it.

xiaohai killed @ 4:40 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

when a person loves someone..their chest hurts. when they can't swallow their favorite dinners. and they can't do anything other than thinking about that person.. when that person is with someone else.. it's painful..and they want them.. to only look at you.. i love you bee.. not the love of a friend.. but the love of a lover..

xiaohai killed @ 9:07 PM